I’m 30 year old biological male (46 XY) going through an existential crisis. Trying to make sense of what’s going on. Blog contains my views and ideas about that topic at time of writing. Which i think is important because our views and understandings change over time. I consider this blog as a tool to look back at myself which i used to do by going through Facebook memories. When i see my posts from 5-6 years back, i can see how radically my views and understandings have changed. For the same reason it’s very possible that all views and understanding i have about anything as of now might not make any sense to me or others a few years later. It’s all dynamic.

About the blog name – I tend to take a neutral opinion in most areas including politics. So one of my friends called me as the balancing artist. I thought okay, its a nice name for a blog.

By profession I’m a psychiatrist who is very interested in therapeutic use of psychedelics.